About to give up female. Lost home and job and health. I started to hate the people who were responsible for a big part of my problems until the anger felt like it was consuming me. I had one idea that someone decided to put some money into, to take a chance on me. Now I am making a living and am really living again. Don't get discouraged. Don't let the haters take away a dream or your belief for a better future. There are so many problems to be solved but anger paralyzes the creative process. Stay away from people who want you to be miserable with them. They are users and parasites and are as bad as the greedy monsters who rob from the unknowing.